I didnt know this young man, but this tore me up. Suicide is real yall. Peoples feelings are REAL! Someone who is emotionally & mentally drained is a fragile being. He gave up because people that he cared about hurt him deeply & there was no repairing it. He was fed up with all the hurt. Ive felt his pain. I know the struggle. The only difference between me & him is that he was brave enough to go through with it. I wasnt. Many may think bravery has nothing to do with committing suicide but it has everything to do with it. Suicide & depression, most of the time, go hand in hand. He was suffering far worse than anyone could have known. Humans are like trees in a way. We can be big & beautiful, look strong & healthy, & seem perfectly fine on the outside. But inside, where the real us, the soul is, is dying slowly. From the pictures on his page, he seemed to have it all together, but no one saw or knew the real pain he held deep within. I pray for his family & friends, but I pray harder for those that caused this to happen. Theyre the ones that need help the most from God. Why? Because they took his life from him before he ever did! RIP Blake Coatney! Fly high angel & enjoy your peace. may God watch over your family during their moment of grief & help them find an understanding to ease their minds for uncertainty & confusion, clear their hearts of anger & guilt & fill the emptiness, & heal their hearts so they can forgive. Fly high!
Posted on: Mon, 25 Aug 2014 05:33:10 +0000