I dont believe in the military you can find somebody and care for them as much as you want. From what I seen on this deployment alone, I have seen the pettyness from not only back but here as well. People lying and cheating or plain out leaving just because you cant hold someone next to you at all times. I thought it wouldnt happen to me but it did. I was a fool to think it wouldnt, but i know better now. I know now that while im on this ship there is no hope in me building a steady relationship with anybody so why do I waste my time trying? Its almost the exact defenition of insanity, doing the same thing over and over again expecting different results. Why do we try and suffer and give 100% to people who cant even heap up a mere 50%? in my mind im finished with this. Whenever I decide to leave the Navy then MAYBE someone will find me. Until then im going to live my life happily and to its fullest, I wont be young forever, there is no point in growing so quickly.
Posted on: Mon, 13 Oct 2014 05:41:55 +0000
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