I dont even know how long shes been gone. Its like Ive woken up in - TopicsExpress

I dont even know how long shes been gone. Its like Ive woken up in bed and shes not here... because shes gone to the bathroom or something. But somehow, I know shes never gonna come back to bed. If I could just... reach over and touch... her side of the bed, I would know that it was cold, but I cant. I know I cant have her back... but I dont want to wake up in the morning, thinking shes still here. I lie here not knowing... how long Ive been alone. So how... how can I heal? How am I supposed to heal if I cant... feel time?