I dont just want to be that girl! And I refuse to be. Easier said then done! I feel like sometimes I could stand and scream at the top of my lungs but no one would hear me. I get no satisfaction from this season Im going through... Its like an empty art studio with just marks left of the walls where beautiful portraits once hung. The soul collapses when it is not filled. Its a scary dark place that needs light and comfort. It is said that no one can fill the void and you must fill it with yourself and those who love you and god right ? How hard this is!!!! I dont honestly think Ive ever felt more alone , more fearful of whats coming next... A glimpse of the heart that beats pure and beautifully but feels crushed and broken into a million pieces. The smile hides the tears. Laughs cover the sobs that wet the pillow every night . What is this feeling of anxiousness inside the depths of my stomach. The fear that comes rushing in like thousands of bats out of a tunnel of darkness. Where is this light ?? The light at the end of the tunnel. How much longer till I reach it? When will I know? When is it finally time to say Im okay and actually mean it? I truly believe that we are all here for some purpose. Some great fulfilling destiny. Its finding out what exactly it is that is the hard part. --words from the soul.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 23:41:07 +0000
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