I dont know that God pushed me through all my fears... Some fears - TopicsExpress

I dont know that God pushed me through all my fears... Some fears I felt dragged through... lol... Some I boldly chose to walk through... However the truth I found was that beyond my greatest fears were my greatest healings and victories... My greatest freedoms... It has become such a profound revelation in me now that if I notice I am afraid of something I literally go running straight forward into it just to get to the freedom that I know awaits me on the other side! It is truly profound... Whatever is holding you back... Face it... Deal with it... Again this sounds simple but when your life revolves around unknown full blown panic episodes it is not simple I know... But it is possible... I remember my friend Julie would say something to me and then look at me and say Angela breathe! I didnt realize that fear would grip me so tightly that I would literally hold my breath without knowing it and my heart would pound out of my chest and I could feel the sweat beads forming... I remember just wanting to bolt out of rooms... I was dealing with D.I.D. and PTSD and I was shocked she could tell... But that is where it started for me... Learning to keep breathing... And not bolting... I understand panic... I did what I could and in the beginning all I could do was breathe and learn to try not to hold my breath and not runaway... I wasnt perfect and I messed up a lot... But I kept facing things... And I kept breathing... I never gave up... I am so thankful for the SOZO ministry and for people who saw my heart and for God who walked me through every step of the way... Start today... Start somewhere with one thing... If all you can do is stand and face it for five minutes then start there.... Celebrate your progress... Love yourself... And just keep walking... #makefreedomyourpriority #nevergiveup #ificandoitsocanyou #findyoubeyouloveyou