I dont know who this man is. Peter Tóth appeared on my page here and I think he is just spectacular. He just wrote me this on my wall and, Peter, I love you too! Dear Jen, can honestly say that I was your fan from the moment I finished first essay of yours I came across. I could probably describe you as brave, but I think its got more to do with just being you. No artificial bullshit added. Not long time ago, shortly before I read the first essay from you, I was in love (and still am) with Zina Nicole Lahrs personality, I learnt about her by accident, just came across a post mentioning her and after I saw the tribute video I was in love. Not physically, but if what I felt towards her can be described, it can only be described as love. It was like looking at the woman without feeling a slightest piece of lust. It was like feeling privileged to know someone. Not as a source of favours, or someone who can help me or give me something, no quid pro quo relationship. It was like if something deep inside of me recognised her as my sister I completely forgotten about. And then same happened with you Jennifer. After I became desperately saddened by losing a chance to meet Zina, I somehow decided to love any new people that cross my path as much as I can. Now of course to love, same as being brave, can mean so many things and even now I sometimes change I love you to All the best or Take care, just to avoid the confusion, but I am becoming less and less reserved with describing what I feel. I hope I dont need to explain how I love people to which I say I love you. I think its best to say it and let them figure it out. Im not sure if its brave to start saying I love (you) more often and openly, even if it can be misunderstood, but I think it is. So with certainty that you will understand I will bravely say I love you Jen...
Posted on: Mon, 24 Nov 2014 18:23:23 +0000
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