I dont post much things on Facebook because I just choose to keep my opinion s to myself. But It bugs me when people judge me, I mean really what actions do I do that makes people think I have back ups, or I am showing off. I didnt enlist into the army to make people think Im better than them I enlisted because I believe there are things worth fighting bad and I believe the flag means more than just flag but I beacon of hope to the world. Yea my last relationship crashed and burn, I didnt ask for that to happen do I wish I could have done something better? Yea I do because I blame myself for what happen and I am sorry for what happen. Saying sorry doesnt change the past, there are few people that know the pain I go through daily. I try to keep myself from telling people whats wrong with me because its my burden to bare not theirs. The stress of everyday life for me is too much at times, so having someone close to me is such a help just someone to talk to that cares helps. I dont know why people say their my back up it makes me lough hearing that, I was in a relationship for 2 years I dont have back ups Im not like that dang it . I treasure relationships too much to be doing that, the injury I received my last football game was horrible. The physical part was bad it still hurts when I walk but the mental part was worse not being able to walk or do things myself killed me. Not having someone to talk to killed me more than anything. Of course I had my friends at school who stepped up and tried to help me Im thankful that. My senior year has gone horrible and I just felt I need to say something
Posted on: Wed, 14 Jan 2015 01:36:16 +0000
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