I dont think Ill ever get over this. I dont know what I would have done if this happened to one of my kids. My sister is so strong! Every night when I lay down at night to go to bed, all my brain thinks about is how that monster Lisa Bender-Batone Kauley tried to kill my niece Charlotte. As soon as I lay down I think about it, when I dream, I dream about it & its the first thing I think about when I wake up. I cry while dreaming every night about how she was abused & mistreated her in the days before that monster attempted to murder her. In full detail I envision how she might have done it, watching Charlotte in my dream helplessly trying to defend herself while she was getting beat, her getting her head smashed into something or smashed with something, then her laying her in bed to let her die & shutting the door. Also her lying to Charlottes father about what really happened, saying they got robbed while he was at work. She lied to all of us. I hate that monster with all my heart! I feel so bad knowing I was so close & knew nothing about what she was doing to her & I wasnt there to protect her. This is killing me watching Charlotte have to get through this everyday. Learning how to walk again makes her cry. How can anyone hurt an innocent child as bad as this? If you think or have a feeling like I did that someone you know is hurting a child please dont risk it. Its not worth it. This is one of my worst nightmares & it has came true. I hold my head up everyday, holding the tears back. Aunt Rachael loves you Charlotte Jayne! Youll be back to normal soon, walking, talking & smiling that beautiful smile of yours again in no time. — feeling shattered
Posted on: Thu, 03 Apr 2014 14:20:35 +0000
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