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I don’t know what I’m looking for, Trying to find my way. Wanna beat down the negatives, trying to get back on the way. I’m stronger and healthier than a few months ago, time slowly passes by but it also goes as fast like a Ferrari on a road. I want to make good choices, that lead me in the right direction, But sometimes when I make some choices it has the wrong affections. I want to be someone who’s really alive, want to be someone very important in this life. When I look at my little brothers and see how not-knowing and fragile they are, I want to protect them with all my heart. They need someone to look up to and not someone who doesn’t have any clue. This life is a gift and very precious, and time will teach me very wise lessons. I just have to think positive and think with my heart, It think to have this way in mind, this way is just like Art. I have to learn from my faults, But do not erase any mistakes because then I’m right back where I started. I don’t need to cry and don’t need to fly high no more. But even though, deep inside, I know I really wanna getting high. Because when I’m high, it always makes me wanna try to forget some feelings I just, not yet, can deal with. I restore, my life, the way it is now. There is no more room for negatives to allow. And I will fight my whole life through, just to be sure and just to really know. That I won’t let myself down and from now on only going to grow and show, Never to let things easily go. There are so many things I still need to do, And I wish, one day I can approve. I will build everything upon a giant rock, Included my pride and advice myself to provide to never look back and being caught again in my thoughts. Things are what they are, you can’t change and you can’t rewind. There is so much more and it’s dying to get find. Past has been, future will come and these present days will get along. Go explore and discover new ways of life, otherwise things will get very hypnotized. Rebuilding my life and it isn’t easy, but it’s certainly worth a meant full and sincerely try. So I welcome my new lifestyle and to my old one I’m truly going to say; Goodbye.
Posted on: Mon, 26 Jan 2015 22:09:02 +0000

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