I dunnoh but ive gat this feeling that being a disorganized, scatterbrained carefree person have certainly made me less dumber than nature originally planned. It all makes sense to me now.Its laughable yes but Ive misplaced everything misplaceable(including myself), and It hits hard too when i misplace stuff especially money. Lots of subsconscious tears have been shed over those like today that i misplaced a 500 note that was earmarked to purchase strings for my violin. Its a sinking feeling to lose that amount this time of the year when every single kobo counts. . . Well, i finally bought it with a slight shift in economy. Im no Arsene wenger but i try.Alright, back to my theme which i simply concocted as a buffer for my mind. You know,to ease the pain, like focusing on the bright side of stuff no matter what! I come to realize its always there even if its a tiny peep of light! Just got to look longer. Lets say youre about leave your house and the door keys are no where to be found. Somehow, your mind races like usain bolt(arguably slightly faster), your eyes scan the environment like a hawk. No possibility escape the clutches of your imagination! Did i keep it there? , did it drop from the pocket? where i cee down last? Abi dem carry am? abi person wan suffer me hide am? Lots of questions and for all poking and frantic, you(i always experience this) get to find some other missing things. At this point, youre like a mild version of Obscessive Compulsive Disorder patient. . .going through the motions, effectively repeating your craze search pattern and relentlessly so! I laughed at myself today for checking the same trouser like four times and it was an unconscious process. . .dont know how but i did. At the end of the day, whether you find the keys or resign to fate about being #500 poorer, i guess, the imagination is stretched and ones creativity is better for it. Its not like i would descend into total chaos just to nudge up my I. Q. a few points. Thats life threatening.But i think i would jump at the opportunity for a pretend play scenerio where i just search for the unsearchables. B.t.w I loved Hide and seek as a little boy. Maybe, thats just what is playing out these days. Who knows?
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 15:00:24 +0000
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