I feel great hope for The Whirled when I see my nieces, nephews and great nieces and great nephews in videos like this one. BTW on July 17th Im having surgery to remove neuroendocrine tumor (cancer) from my small intestine. Most likely remove appendix and maybe gallbladder at the same time. Surgery is very risky due to ALS respiratory weakness, and major surgery is trauma to my delicate, ha ha body. Im choosing the risk to improve quality of life.. Currently I experience horrendous pain,nausea & vomiting which comes outta nowhere.It is debilitating. ( In retrospeck, I mean retrospect, Ive had neuroendocrine symptoms for at least three years. but I had brushed them aside becuase I thought they were side effects of ALS and medications.) Im doing so well with the ALS Id like the rest of my years to be less painful. If there are no complications ( ITANC) Ill be in Sutter General Hospital in Sacramento for about a week. ITANC , my recovery should be 4 to 6 weeks. My cancer surgeon said I might be less mobile, and have less breath power after the surgery because the whole situation is so gray. . I told him that less mobility and weakened breathing are coming anyway and ALS is all gray. Ive already accepted the cycle of living,dying,life,death...I understand the risks and I am at peace with this cycle and my choices. Since Ive been flowing in the stream with ALS , if something (cancer) joins us in the current , it simply becomes another part of the cycle, a flowing partner in the stream...By staying positive and at peace I dont waste energy on negative thoughts and feelings. I feel more complete than ever AND Im still learning, learning, learning. Harrummpphh- this was gonna be a brief comment. = D Oh well....ha haha hahahah. : - }
Posted on: Mon, 30 Jun 2014 00:21:13 +0000
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