I fell off. I sinned more than I EVER imagined. I had an unplanned pregnancy. My 2014 has been revolving around NOTHING. I have multiple surgeries taking place in the future all because I was in love and wanted to hide everything for that person and THEIR situation. I lacked in my servitude. I drank. Ive been diagnosed with sickle cell trait and have been too afraid to do anything about it. I blindly accepted a person not of Christ. I turned bitter. Ive CHASED. I lost sleep. I lost MYSELF. I got jealous of other people that were happy (but never wished anything bad). I feel like an awful parent even though I always keep my kids first. Despite everything Ive done, who I may have hurt, I know that my repentance and my prayers will place me where I need to be. I will not, under any circumstances, settle for less than what I deserve. Im speaking my happiness into existence. This is who I am behind the pretty pictures, ladies and gents, and Im not about to be one of these FB philosophers sugar-coating anything. I need Christians in my corner more than ever. Life is too short, and Im trying to live RIGHT, NOT for anybody elses LUST or personal gain. Last post for a minute. Peace...
Posted on: Mon, 21 Jul 2014 07:27:24 +0000
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