I fell so hard I didnt even feel it. I fell into a hole of fear, lethargy and complacency. It altered how I acted, how I spoke, how I thought and how I felt and as I spiraled out of control it very damn near destroyed my life. I stand here now once more wearing size 32 pants(even a medium sized T-shirt is kinda baggy) that fit comfortably, knees that no longer ache, arms that lift my weight and more but most importantly, a clear perspective of life. Im not stopping here, however. At some point I fit into size 30s. Ive integrated exercise and and a healthy diet in such a way that it will be almost impossible to veer off track. Ive removed harmful and negative influences from my life, replacing them with new goals and ideals. There is nothing left to fear but fear itself. Yet there are things I must still atone for. The film Inception was right in that inspiration is seldom genuine, but real change must come from within; and the ideas have been sown. One of my heroes, Dwayne The Rock Johnson said that dumbbells are cheaper than a shrink. Dave Grohl proved wise beyond his years in that truly, Its times like these, we learn to live again... Maybe, in time, Ill come to resemble my heroes more closely.
Posted on: Wed, 17 Sep 2014 00:47:24 +0000
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