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I felt like a hypocrite Online sometimes... Among the worst of people. Facebook fame and worldly attractions filled my heart. Craving praise. It became a big fitnah. Especially praise on my looks and soft voice. It hurt my Iman so much. All praise goes to Allah. Having a 2,000,000 FB following carries huge responsibility. I feel like Ive failed you. Weakened my deen and my heart was lacking Islam. Dunya wanted to marry me. And it tempted me with its desire. From every corner. Being a young guy I gave in. Salah seemed rushed. Quran just laying there rusty. Allah Im so sorry. Forgive me. Promising myself to repent and seek forgiveness to Allah. Fair play I do that daily but... Dunya... Gold. Glitter. Glamour. It promised me. Dunya said be pious tomorrow. Heard that for so long. I used to be so pious. Crying in Salah. Seeing these life changing dreams. Then the temptations of life became bigger and as I got more well known. Trying to play the perfect image and pious hat became an expectation. The Islamic norm. ... as my 72 year old fathers breathing stopped for few seconds outside Asda recently. It hit me so hard. I had to change and fast. When I get married 1 day... Want my children to be pious. I need to be their role model. Their best friend. Allah saved him. I will die one day. You will die. Will my good deeds be accepted? Hypocrites will get worst punishment in hereafter. That scares me so much. My actions are so weak. Sweet words wont grow Ummah. Iman rich heart and taqwa will. What kind of legacy is it if people praise you but Allah is angry with you? Strive to make your private life filled with Quran and Sunnah. Have good friends. I dont have much knowledge of Islam. Your more knowledgeable than me. Allah has been so merciful to me. He covers up my flaws and mistakes. Truly Allah is our guide. Protector. Please Allah. When you die only our good deeds will count. Open yourself up. Be transparent. People relate to sincerity. Connect hearts. Change the way we give Dawah. #yourLegacy

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