I graduated from university and married as a virgin at the age of 23 years old to my teenage sweetheart. We were both young Christians fighting different battles. However soon after our honeymoon He became verbally and physically abusive towards me and would play constant mind games After having a child he taunted me even more; with pressure forced on me to loose weight. He made horrible jokes about my body. So we separated when my son was a few weeks old. He refused (even to this day) to contribute anything towards his son because he was desperately hoping for my downfall. When he realised that I no longer cared and I was doing well for myself, he would harass me with calls and texts throughout the day. It also felt like he was stalking me because he always seemed to know where I was and what I was doing. He would often get others to contact and communicate with me just to find out what I was still doing. Although those involved may have felt like they were giving him harmless information and playing into his victimisation, they were placing me in more danger than they knew. From a boat sailing to a boat sinking in insecurities. I was secretly hoping that someone would love the insecurities out of me, I wanted to be rescued and thought my saving would come from someone else. BUT little did I know that everything I needed was within… It took a while of praying, crying and near breaking to shake off…I now know who I am and what I want. I am still a Christian because it was only the power of GOD that was able to bring me through and I can truly say that I am in a much more peaceful place now. I am single but content! Because I know the plans God has for me ‘no eyes have seen, no ears have heard and no mind can conceive’ what HE has in store for me. So please remain hopeful about your tomorrow and despite your past be an overcomer, find peace within yourself, love yourself and spread the love around. You never know what difference a hug, smile or phone call can make. Lots of love ‘Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed’ (2 Cor 4:9- King James version)
Posted on: Sun, 09 Nov 2014 23:58:49 +0000
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