I grew up hating the way I looked. I had horrible self esteem. Even though I had the best friends a girl could ask for growing up & absolutely loved my childhood & the things I did. I just always compared myself to other girls & wanted to be someone else. And at one point in my life I had convinced myself I was worthless. So I went into a dark deep depression & let me just say I have no words to describe what I was feeling & how bad my depression was. Now I look back & cant believe that I was that way. The person I am today is 1,000,000 times different. But as much as I hated what I went through.... I wouldnt change it for the world. Then I wouldve gave anything to change myself. Now Im thankful for my struggles because they made the person I am today. And Im really proud of me. And now nothing gets me down because I love ME!!! It took me 25 years to learn to love myself. And all my hardships have molded me into an awesome mother,friend,&all together good person. Granted Im only human & have semi bad days. But what makes me the most happy is that I wouldnt change a thing about me! I love me,my flaws,my strengths,my weaknesses,& everything that comes with being me. And for me thats huge!! It feels good to be able to smile when you think about the things you have overcame & knowing that no matter what you went through, you still have the same great big heart youve always had! Some people may not like me & thats ok. But I know that that isnt my fault because Im a good person. And they are missing out. Anyone who knows me truly would know that. Dont get me wrong Im by far perfect. But I am a happy big hearted person with alotta love to give.
Posted on: Sun, 19 Oct 2014 15:34:56 +0000
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