I guess I need to apologize for some post Ive made recently. Im sorry that Ive said things that have hurt people I love recently. No excuses, just an explanation. Imagine yourself as a supervisor with good pay and influence. Then all of a sudden your house burns down and kills your dog and almost kills you and burns up everything you have worked for. All of a sudden you are reliant on help from others and Ive always been independent. It sucks your soul right out of you and makes you bitter. I dont want help, I dont want sympathy. In that situation a person absolutely cant survive without help and although I appreciate it I would do anything not to need it. Im a hard working dude and I feel less than a zero when I cant survive on my own. I needed help at one time even though I didnt want to admitt it but Im healthy now and I dont want to be treated like a child. I can and do work now and have been since 2012. Im sorry for being rude but Im tired of being treated like I cant do this life on my own. Im stronger mentally than I ever was and the physical part is coming along. I am 43 and can out work almost anyone and getting stronger every day. I dont want sympathy or religious lectures. And I dont need or acceptaffirmative action or any type of gov program. I will do this shit on my own ambition, drive and determination. So please try to overlook the days that I am upset and unruly,because thats how I deal with this shit. I always have and always will work and Ill dig my ass out of this one way or the other. Its tough without a home or the stuff I used to have but I thrive and Excell on tough times. Ill be ok, I just ask the people I love to stop tryin to be my savior. I dont need that, I just need you to step back and let me save myself. Let me be the dude Ive always been and always will be.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Mar 2014 01:31:52 +0000
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