I guess I should clarify a point about my ADHD post. It *did* feel like shame, past tense. After proper diagnosis and a better understanding of myself and how I interact with the world it is much much better. Especially after finding a life partner who is kind and patient and loves me just as I am. I particularly enjoy my calling as a homemaker. With less input throughout the day I am able to track tasks much easier than I could in an office. I have come to an acceptance of myself and finally understand that my lack of desire to further my schooling or advance my career doesnt mean Im lazy or dumb, but that I have finally found a job that offers me peace and satisfaction. Michael and Isaac in my life have given me such direction that I finally feel ... useful and needed just as I am. I am not ashamed of me. I am still sometimes frustrated and angry but for the most part the people who made me feel shame are have fallen away. And always I have brought with me those in my family who did not attribute my inappropriate chatter to ill motives but knew I was doing the best I could.
Posted on: Tue, 19 Aug 2014 19:15:54 +0000
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