I hate every inch of myself, i wish i was somebody else, maybe in some other time & place with someone elses soul, brain, body & face. I dont understand where all these insane thoughts come from, thing is that they are most-of-the-time floating in my mind, talking inside my head. When Im alone I read them aloud as they flash in front of my eyes, but if Im accompanied, i tend to freeze while i wait for them to fade away... since everything else becomes blurry, the actual real world turns into a mixture of muted shadows that dont make sense at all. Im not scared anymore, Im used to them, Im used to live without self esteem, im used to have insomnia, to overkill at 4am. idk im just wondering how does it feel to love yourself, those who do, you are just so lucky, i guess. i guess im just too tired right now.
Posted on: Wed, 01 Oct 2014 08:26:35 +0000
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