I hate this disorder. Even medicated, you still have the mood swings. Theyre not as long and not as severe, but theyre still there, especially when its something that really bothers you. People with bipolar disorder, for better or worse, experience much deeper emotions that the average person. When we love, its deep and its forever. When were angry, its a firestorm and frightening. When were sad, its bottomless and there arent enough tears in the world. When were happy, its outrageous and contagious, not a care in the world to be had. We can swing from one to another in an instant. Without warning and without what might seem provocation. We take everything personally. Everything. Even the smallest unintentional thing can be taken as a slight. Its because were extra sensitive. Fragile. Handle with care. We take everything so personally because we feel like we give our entire being to a friend or significant other. When we dont get that in return, we are disappointed and we are always disappointed because we put way too much of ourselves out there in the first place. Were frequently sullen and withdrawn for a reason. Were tired of getting hurt even if that hurt is perceived and not real. Add another brick to the fortress.
Posted on: Mon, 07 Apr 2014 02:37:02 +0000
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