I hate to write a generic post that resembles all the others on Kenyon Confessions, because I hate to see the same post 100 times. They bore me. But where better to face inner conflicts than an anonymous public posting? I mean I know Im probably too late in saying this, but I miss you. I got so used to seeing you every day. Since our shared activity has ended, Im lucky to catch a glance of your face in Pierce or walking around campus. I may be totally wrong but I thought there was a shared something between us. And I should have acted on it weeks ago. I regret that I didnt. Now Im scared that even if you ever did feel that way, you no longer do. And Im suck on you. I dont even know if it would work between us but I wish we could give it a shot. And this is the point where the readers of this post will comment just tell her dude. Well, thats easier said than done. First of all, it feels like a scarily ballsy move for a freshman guy to pull on an upperclassman. I mean she isnt necessarily accustomed to this place either but still. And suppose I do. What then. Do we just get coffee? Dinner at the VI? Ive no means of transportation. Im used to a city where you can keep a date moving. And also not feel like you are under the eyes of the entire campus. This is stressful... and yet Ive grown accustomed to seeing her and I hate being in this state of limbo. What to do, what to do... Hm. Long post. Applause to whoever read it all. You get a gold star. And Ill even give you another if you can help me figure out what the hell to do.
Posted on: Mon, 25 Nov 2013 04:26:04 +0000
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