I have a coming out of sorts… And a potential apology. Growing up I have always felt different, Never understood things other people were interested in and had no grasp of how to do things that came so naturally to others. I was slow at things that shouldn’t be hard but picked up on things others didn’t. Everything had to be perfect and I preferred to do my own thing. My world was like my own little bubble, I had to question everything and know what does what and why… This annoyed and still annoys my parents to no end. There have been many troubles growing up. Not knowing what to do in social situations and finding myself growing further and further away from people as I may feel they are stupid or I don’t understand things that are going on as they seemed illogical. This was wrong of me to do and I apologies if I have made belittled people just because my thought process is different. Over this year it had become apparent through the media and my similarities with the “different” characters in shows and movies that I may be Autistic. After grueling repetitive meetings of confusing my psychologist it was diagnosed to be true. I am Autistic. So I guess this is my way of coming out and saying: “Look, I am different… I now know this and am trying to understand it. I am blunt, Can come across as an Ass and just straight up not care. I do not mean to be that way, If I have been a bit of a jerk to you I am sorry as I never thought anything of it until now as I have realized that it may have been wrong of me to do so.” Please do not look, treat or talk to me differently. It’s just an overpowering quirk. I wanted to tell people and spread awareness about Autism that it is hard to live with and now I know I have it I have looked back on my life so far and realized how dramatically it has affected me and shaped who I am today… It is nothing to be ashamed of and its something people should be more accepting and aware of. It’s something everyone should know a bit more about, and has a fair bit of confusion around to what it is…. I don’t even know how to finish this long winded thing… I am me… I am different… And I want to say I am sorry for anything that I have done as I want to learn from what I now know about myself and grow using it… Thanks. #Autism #AustismAwareness
Posted on: Wed, 10 Dec 2014 07:47:25 +0000
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