I have always been told to never air your dirty laundry out in public, or in this case on Facebok. But I am goinf through so much bull I cant take it anymore and the few people whol talk to personally either tell me I am over reacting or that i have every reason to act the way I am. So Ill start at the begining but try to give everyone a general idea and maybe one of my new found Facebook friends can help me figure out a way to quit being so stupid!! I have been same married to this guy for a few years.. And let me tell you, i was always told to find myself a country boy, they know how to treat a woman, thats BULL!! Never again! But anyway...Everything has been fine up until the past several months. I used to have a horrible addiction problem, I was doing real well with it at least for the situation I was in, I did slip up a few times but was doing pretty good for myself. But as the months went by we had gotten physical with one another a couple times, I should have never done this, but I forgave him. Than the way he talked to me changed, he made me feel like I was so incredibally dumb it was unbelievable. He quit listening to me, then when I needed someone to talk to hed get mad because i didnt come to him. He expected me not to let anything bother me and to pretty much turn my emotions off and not let it bother me. On top of that he left me at different places several times because wed have small arguements or I was supposed to know everything about everything and if we forgot something at home or we were doing something in general and he forgot to do something it was automatically my fault cause I wasnt paying attention. He wanted me to change everything about myself, the way i talked, acted, & looked. Nothing I did no matter how hard I tried was ever good enough. I am only mentioning the bad things here but it has messed me up so badly mentally I dont know how to handle it. I just need help coping and I hate to make it public but i dont know what to do. My divorce becomes final Wednesday and I cant wait. But I am so broken I dont know if anyone will ever even wanna be with me again. I dont need sympathy i just need advice. Please
Posted on: Mon, 04 Aug 2014 03:17:03 +0000
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