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I have always held strong disdain for people who are what I view as overly emotional. It is really hard for me to have empathy for people that I think exhibit this sort of behavior. More often than not, I wanna slap people, shake them by the shoulders and yell, GETCHO SHIT TOGETHER!. They look, to me, to be out of control. Now, that last part is the part Ive been thinking on lately. Why am I so focused on control? Why do people who are able to lose control and mourn in ways that seem excessive irk me so badly? Im willing to bet that that woman flopping all over the floor upon learning her man cheated doesnt have the digestion issues I have. Or that man who punches a wall doesnt have migraines like I do. I cant dance, either. I have rhythm, but I cant dance. I think its all connected. The ability to lose control and just BE...thats what dancing looks like. So going forward, Im focusing on the lesson of release...of loss of control...sinking into the abyss of just be-ing. Dont mind me if you see me flopping on floors, crying incessantly, screaming for no reason or twerking with my eyes closed. I feel better already.
Posted on: Tue, 01 Apr 2014 18:43:10 +0000

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