I have been in rare form lately due to Lilly & Jer being sick, feeling that Jers doctors are failing him by knowing the risks of wasting time but doing so anyway, my health acting up again and a separate personal situation which Im not sure how to handle. I have allowed the chains of anxiety and worry to bind my faith and blur my vision. I will be the first to admit that I have come as far as I have simply by trial & error when it comes to Jeremiah because the specialists are puzzled an I dont have a support system but my God has always given me the strength I need to keep moving forward and not give up, to know that there is a cure for him even if it ends up being a miracle from our Heavenly Father. The past few days however, I have looked in the mirror and asked who is this woman?, it is not me. Anyway, today I feel different, like myself and for day 3 & 4 I am thankful for His forgiveness, for His grace and for knowing that even though I will disappoint my children many times in life they know that they have a mommy who is well aware that she is the lucky one and will never let an opportunity pass to show them how loved and special they are.
Posted on: Mon, 04 Nov 2013 21:53:24 +0000
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