I have been needing to quit smoking for some time. I always plan to do it on my Moms, Dads, Sons birthdays, Christmas, New Years, when the moon and signs are lined correctly etc. which all would be perfect days but when the time arrives I always cave in. This has been an ongoing process since 2011 waiting for the right day. I suffer from COPD and I am 42 years old. I know I am weak and selfish for not being strong enough to stop esp. when I have a child I want to live to see grow up. I wish I had never tried that first cigarette butt when I was a child. My family have all giving up on me and say Ill never quit and I cant blame them since my track record proves them right. I did manage to quit once for 8 months and then again for 4 months but fell back into the trap. This addiction is not to be taken lightly I think with mine a LOT is mental and I just dont know how to mentally be able to quit and quit for good. My life is hanging in the balance and I want to live not die to cancer, copd, etc. I am at my wits end and sometimes I think to just forget about trying to quit BUT I dont want to die and my child needs me also..Please if anyone could help with ways maybe I havent tried to help me quit..Thanks -Smokefree Teana B
Posted on: Tue, 29 Apr 2014 21:35:05 +0000
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