I have been thinking a lot lately about relationships and how strange the circumstances that often times lead to them are. I, for as long as I can remember have always loved the idea of having somebody to lay down with at the end of the day, somebody to hold, somebody to sit in the car with me and somebody to just be willing to allow their lives to coalesce with my own. Because of this I have learned the hard way that trying to pre-emptively fall in love with people, trying to constantly hunt for the right person before you are truly ready is very harmful. I have damaged so many meaningful relationships because I am just too dead set on the idea of falling in love. Love is not something you or anyone else can fabricate. It isnt instant. It isnt definite. And it isnt something you should ever expect to be simply given. So take it from me, stop trying to fall in love, stop expecting others to fall in love with you, and simply live your life in as joyous a way as you possibly can, and eventually you will simply become maleable, and fold into somebody elses existence. One day you will look up from your coffee cup, or across the room at a shitty punk rock show and look in to that persons eyes and know that while you may not be married, you may not be living together, or maybe not even kissed, you will know that your lives have collided. Ive spent a lot of time trying to fall in love. And a lot of time trying to make others fall in love with me. Now is the time for me to just be loving, to those I care for, to myself, and to be thankful fo and reverent to the glorious oppurtunity I have been given. Now thats been said, Im off to work. Wish me luck tonight, and try and forget what I said about the noodles and the butt crack last night, Thats just me trying to be funny. Have a lovely night.
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 04:14:53 +0000
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