I have been told that there are a lot of unsurities and I do not know exactly what to say, but I am scared. This is the first day on it Coumadin and now they are not sure if that is even going to work. I do get to start back to work on Thursday but I also know I am not myself, it will probably be a while before I get back like that or if I ever do. There is still a high risk for another or more clots to form, but I cant let it hold me back. As of now there is no answer as to why the clots formed where they did in my main artery of the lungs. I do feel weak and I am unsure of so many things. But these few things I know. I love God, my wife, my parents, my children and all of family and friends. To say I am having a hard time holding back tears is a understatement. I think I have cried my own little lake these past 24 hours. I have accepted whatever God has in store for me, but I do ask he gives me a lot longer here on earth. I know I have asked so much of you all and I will continue to call up all of you. I love the Lord with all my heart and I am so thankful for the time he has given to me here on earth. Each week I will be blood tested to see how things are going and how the Coumadin is working or if it is working. I love all of you and hold you all in my prayers.
Posted on: Wed, 02 Oct 2013 22:58:38 +0000
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