I have come to the cognizant realization that no matter how I try and run that the string attached to me is a short one. Before I was formed in my Mothers womb He foreknew me. One of the announcements that I have been holding back on was that I have accepted my call to Pastor and that I have been ordained as a Prophet. Does this mean that my name will change...NOPE most certainly will not. What is changing is my position and my thoughts. I am not big on titles and all that other stuff. I am still Momma Jo, Momma Kornbread, Mom, JoJo, Phine, Jo, Josephine, Jocie or T-Jones depending on who you are and what you are used to calling me. LOL when the Lord first started tugging at my heart about being a Pastor, I was like...Ah God, you play entirely too much...What me a Pastor? Aint no way...unh uh...nope not me....now yanno me and some of yo chirren do not get along! I can see me know standing up at the podium with my Bible and my glock....But in all that whining and dining I was doing, He never said anything back to me. It was like when Big Momma just gave me that look and walked away. SMH...well I am too old to turn back and I might as well go on bc most assuredly, if He called me, He knows that I am able to pull it off. This walk is nothing that I desire whatsoever but a while back I told the Lord that I want to be used and He has been using me in the most uncanny of ways. LOL....I can see the smirks and I can hear the scoffs but that is OK! I have nothing to prove to man bc man did not call me. Having the heart that I have for Gods ppl I cannot rest knowing that there is something that I can do to make my corner or sphere of influence better. There are ppl all over this globe that need to hear the TRUTH, that need to be SET FREE and DELIVERED. Time is out for all the games, all the sensationalism and emotionalism not failing to mention erroneous teachings. I have had the privilege to be mentored by some giants in the BOC. I have also been privy to much error, being stripped (unraveled) from my grave clothes has not been a pleasant feeling but nonetheless, I am almost at the end of the tunnel. My dark days are behind me. My latter is greater than my priors. All that I lost is being restored as I speak. Right now I am in such a place of peace regardless of what is going on around me. I know that Jezebel hates me but guess what? I hate it just as bad if not worse! Fam God is speaking to all of us if we would only take a time out and listen. There are things looming on the horizons that all the Watchmen need to be interceding about. He has already told us that IF...my people (Us the Believers), which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land. IDK what else it is that we need bc He has made a declaration and He cannot lie! Our land can be healed BUT...WE His ppl need to do a few things before that can happen. #QQn4HisPpl2JoinMeAsIHumbleMyselfAndSeekHisFace
Posted on: Sun, 17 Aug 2014 04:28:47 +0000
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