I have had a lot on my mind lately. Being here so far away from my home, my friends, half of my family, and friends that have become my family, I spend a lot more time alone than I used to. This time gives me the opportunity to reflect on my past, future, and present. I have made lots of mistakes, done things I am not proud of, wronged those who have done nothing but be there for me, pushed people away because of fear and self pride, but also in the same breath I have made great accomplishments and overcome many obstacles in my 22 years. To those that I no longer have relationships with, I am grateful for the experiences and memories we share. Those are things I will always cherish, if the end was to due to some type of wrong-doing on your part, I forgive you. I have no room for hate in my heart. If it was due to a wrong-doing on my end, I am sorry. I hope you have room in your heart to forgive me, for I am only human. To those that have just drifted and there is no real reason other than the excuse of life that is truly my only regret thus far, that we let life get in the way of our closeness. For that I am also sorry. Now for those that have stuck with me through thick and thin, the ones that loved me for me, accepted me for my shortcomings and abundance of mistakes, helped me when I had nothing to offer them in return, held me up when I thought I could no longer do it on my own, let me do the same for them, forgiven me when I could not or was not the good, honest, and loving friend they deserved, or were just there to have a good time with me and create lifetime memories.. THANK YOU. I cant even begin to express how much the unconditional love that you all have given me means, and how much joy it fills my heart to know that with all the bad in life all of you are the good, and you certainly outweigh it. I dont know what I ever did to deserve such a group of people because honestly, even with just one person like that in my life I would consider myself the luckiest girl in the world. You all will forever have my loyalty, respect, love, and gratitude for everything and maybe that isnt much, because even the poorest man can offer all of those things, but to me that is the world. You are my people, from day one to day end, and your people are my people just the same. I cant even begin to tag all of the people that this is directed to (because it would probably take all day and because some dont have a fb) so if you are not tagged and this hits some type of chord or have shared even ONE memory that you can think of then yes, this is about you too. Love you all, have a great day!
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 11:50:44 +0000
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