I have had the most stressful week and quite frankly theres no nice way to say this. First off, no labor. A lot of signs of labor, but no labor. Second off, Justin will have my phone these next few days. I need to be in bed and away from the world for my sons health. Third off, and this is something ive thought a lot about...I want only immediate family to visit when im in the hospital. And if theres any members of my immediate family that would wait until after were home from the hospital to visit that would be even more incredible. Hes our son. I dont want to toss him around the hospital room like a hot potato. I want Justin and I to be able to bond with our son. And dont tell me once hes here youll want people to take him off your hands because you have no CLUE what I want or will want. If the off chance comes that I want to be overwhelmed and smothered by a huge posse of people wanting to hold Damien, I promise I have a list of people to call. I love each and every one of you but I have come to the realization that its perfectly okay to be greedy and put my foot down with what I want because this is no ones child but Justin and mine, and if I keep trying to carry out my people pleasing ways my son will pick up on that habit and I want my son to know its okay to say no.
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 04:17:25 +0000
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