I have learned that sharing your grief is not only to help you to release but to help those that are also grieving or can relate to it. I just returned from putting my dog down and my house feels so empty. My son left her with me many years ago so we both are bonded to her. I didnt want to go alone to have her put to sleep and my son had all intentions of being there but as always, the Universe had other plans. She was my constant daily companion for over 10 years so it was fitting that I was with her. She had a massive mass in her lungs and couldnt breathe so although everything in me wanted her to stay, it was time to let her go. She was old, she was tired and she was ready but of course I wasnt. It reminded me of last year when I had to let my Mother go. Again I was not ready but she most definitely was. My Mom had a direct spiritual connection and she knew without a doubt that there was something greater than herself. She repeated every day until her last breath that Its not about me, its All About HIM! I knew today that Athena knew that too. I saw it in her eyes. I told her she would be free but to make sure that she visited my son Jemel, her daddy to let him know that she was free and ok. God has been dealing with me about letting go and I realize how hard we humans fight NOT to LET GO! Everything has a reason and a season but we want to hold on to things way past their season and it usually causes us so much more distress than is necessary. The earth was made so that things must go so that other things must come. People die simultaneously as people are born. We never want to talk about the death, we never want to let go. Whether it is people, relationships, material things, we cling to them like they are our lifeline. GOD has had my biological and my leather family in a place of TRANSITION! HE keeps bringing the word to all of us and the changes are coming rapidly, sometimes it feels like it is too rapidly. I keep feeling like I need time to let go but My Higher Power whom I choose to call God is telling me and mine that the time is NOW. It is never an end, it is a transition so that He can use you somewhere else, to help and bless someone else, to elevate you to a higher understanding and to teach you that you must LET GO in order for that to happen. So for all of you that are agonizing out there, that are holding on to things that do not serve you, is not healthy for you or may be weighing you down, the lesson is to LET IT GO.......LET IT GO!!! If you love it, set it free and you will also be freed. It is one of the hard lessons in life but we are all part of the circle of life so wherever we are in that circle is fine because it is a circle. Mom and Athena got that and my prayer is that the rest of us will..........Keep Love in the Lifestyle, always, Lady D
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 14:23:46 +0000
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