I have made the decision to fully follow God wether I stand alone or in a crowd of followers. having been lead this far in my life, after all the years that I spent doing my own thing, doing what Blain wanted and how Blain planed, lead me down the road of destruction. all the times I got in trouble or got badly hurt because of Blains decisions and acts. Being drunk and chasing my next high and trying to find something to fill the gap in my life that for a while it seemed infill able, after looking for that right women that has the other haft of my heart and shares the love of Christ was to to far to reach on my own. when I had no one and nowhere to go, JESUS found ME in my dark place where I was hiding from him and after 13 months of giving everything to him and picking up my cross to follow him was the best choice that I have ever made! Now here I am in Vero Beach Florida Teen Challenge with teen age boys trying to do my best to serve Christ and help these kids, after being lead this far in my walk with God I never felt so afraid and still through these kids testimonies I see Christ in them and the relationship that they like myself tore apart now through Jesus Christ they are now brought back together. In Joshua 1:9 he is with us wherever we go and it has taken me this long to see that, when I thought I have screwed up and had fallen he says to do not be afraid nor discouraged for I am with you wherever you go and he picks me up and hugs me tells me that he loves me and leads me to such great things that my own mind can not comprehend how great he really is and how much he loves us all. I dont know why but I had to share what was on my heart for the last week and a haft, nor do I understand but for all the ppl that I have hurt with my choices and my actions I just wanted to say that Im sorry. I really rather tell each one of you in person but Im a little far away from home so this is going to have to do for now and to my parents.... Thank you for always being there for me even when no one els was and thank you for making the time to be with when no one els did mom dad Im sorry I know have said that more times then my faire share but Im sorry for everything Deborah Huntley Im sorry for everything I said or didnt say and did or didnt do I have ruined the best thing that has ever happen to me I abused the way that you and your family had cared for me and had taken me in as one of their own Im so sorry please forgive me for I was wrong and you right for you did and I respect for that! cody cappel I am sorry for what seems like that I have ditched you and said wrong things to you and didnt stand up for you Im sorry I feel that I should make things right and that ALL of my sins shall come to light so that the spirit can clean me through and through so that I will be ready for when God calls me again. My name is Blain Kuehny and I serve The Lord Jesus Christ !
Posted on: Sat, 15 Mar 2014 19:50:14 +0000
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