I have my insight at times... but who agrees with me?! You know its funny how..... you be the first to check up on people, especially ones who you know is going through it. Or lend a helping hand or lend money or put clothes on someones back or on their table... there are some very extremely great deeds that Youve done for people. But not a text, not a call, not a surprise visit from someone/people who you think are your true family and friends. & its so messed up because while you lay up in the dark at night... crying, emotional, depressed... they sleep PEACEFULLY with plenty of money in the bank, plenty of food in the fridge, nice home, nice car. In your eyes... as long as that person is doing good for themselves... they dont give A DAMN about you or your situation. And its ashame because people act like they have never been through the struggle or aint going through it now... when you sure enough have. Can you really not see past my smile that hides the pain or my simmering eyes that fight the tears?? I try so hard to stand strong but you dont know what its like... or do you??? Should I just turn my humanity off and be done with everything or should I strive until I make it? I cant see how someone soooo successful or loving/caring can be soooo selfish and picky and choosy on who they help. Dont call me your friend, dont say youll be there. Dont love me and care about me just to leave me!!!!! This isnt fair to me... or to you... youre lying to yourself and Im letting you. -Rissa
Posted on: Wed, 29 Oct 2014 05:50:50 +0000