I have seen better days. I once swam with friends and family at the seven clans water park. I once held $10,000 in my hand and even once won $2200 at Fortune Bay. I remember fond memories hunting with family and even a group of reject kids of a home once called Midway Group Home. I have watched majestic jingle dress dancers compete at pow-wows far away while traveling with a family that loved me as if I was one of their own. I snagged pretty girls at those pow-wows too. I once went skiing and fell rampantly down the hill laughing all the way. I made it to every single birth of my babies. I sat late night by the fire listening to elders and enjoying the company of friends I will never forget. I am missing much in my life. I have three children that I havent seen in a very long time and one has denied me but I will never stop loving her. I love them all. Faye, Leland, Kaiu, Joseph, Rhonda and Felicity. It hurts to be broken. Yet, today was still perfect. Today, I kissed my wife and told her that I love her. I told my children that I loved them. I brushed Rhondas hair as I do every morning. I listened to my son Joe rant while he paced the floor just like I used to when I was young. I sang a song with my daughter Felicity before the head start bus picked her up this morning. I am truly grateful for what I have even if its only a tiny fraction of what i want and wish for. I was once told I put too much on Facebook. I...D>>>G***A^^^F what others think. This is my life diary. Like a daily journal that I dont make a daily entry on. Youre privileged if youre reading this post. My defeats, my concerns, my joys, my mistakes and my thoughts. If ya dont like em, delete me and keep my name from slipping out of your mouth.
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 06:40:15 +0000
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