I have to clear something up ,, in many of my own posts I talk about my own experience with addiction , and to some when someone shares their testimonies ((story)) to many it sounds cliche ,, YOU HEAR OF US TALK ABOUT HOW THE LORD DELIVERED US , AND HOW WE RECEIVED FAVOR AND BLESSINGS , and you think its that easy well im here tonight to tell you THE STRUGGLE IS REAL ,, no,,. deliverance didnt just come , it was a long process , many like me had to deal with drug use for over 20 y and some even longer than that , can you imagine being trapped,, bonded, confined to something for that long ?? well let me tell you , some were out robbing others , ripping people off , stealing , even killing for a simple hit ,, and some went to jail and many went to prison , which are still there today because of bondage to a drug , and some like me walked the streets from dusk til dawn jumping in and out of one car to the next selling my body and giving head for money to buy the drug and even for the drug , leaving my family as if they never existed , talking very disrespectful to my mother, spending every dime I got on crack , not eating or drinking water for 4 to 5 days in a row , wearing the same clothes for days and still walking the street searching for my next hit ,, and Praying empty prayesr because the thought of not using was more important than actually not using ,,, not taking care of my body or myself , and not caring about any thing but the crack , and the same thing every day for year after year until finally thinking that there is no way out , im going to die out here on these streets either from the crack or from jumping in cars late at night and early in the mornings , walking the streets crying and not once thinking about going home because there was no crack there , and for being ashamed to let my children see me looking and like that , and not only that but lying every day to my family ,, my momma and my children because the drug had total control over my mind I couldnt stay at home , making them think it was their fault and that I didnt love them and not being able to show them that I did for many years until a sincere Prayer came out of my heart , ,, so dont think its just a story, because it was and to some is a way of life, THANK YOU HEAVENLY FATHER FOR DELIVERING ME AFTER AND OVER 20Y OF USING ,,THANK YOU JESUS , so to you who think its that easy it is not , in these times and days it is easier to just stay away from those who choose to use and be out there ,, no one makes you be out there just like no one made me ,,I made the decision just like you did and are but you can live a life free and full of Blessings , CALL ON JESUS, turn away now while you have the chance before you get caught up and pulled in too deep, because you are doing exactly what the devil want you to do ,, yes the devil had me caught up and all most sold out , which is exactly where he wants you .. go home and stay away, Pray and TRUST IN JESUS BECAUSE JESUS LOVES YOU SOOO MUCH THAT HE DIED FOR YOU ,, dont be out there on and in the streets saying empty Prayers ,,THE LORD SAY THEY WORSHIP ME WITH THEIR MOUTHS ,, BUT THEIR HEARTS ARE FAR FROM ME ... stay on the LORDS side HE WILL KEEP YOU IN PERFECT PEACE ,,,,,, ASK YOUR SELF ,, IS IT WORTH LOOSING OVER 20Y OF YOUR LIFE???? because many do and many dont come back .........
Posted on: Thu, 13 Mar 2014 05:36:27 +0000
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