I have to lol and *sigh* at the same time these days. It is now dark for the entire walk every morning, feeling much more like November than August, the deer are skitterish but walking around and I dont see the sunrise or the planes lift off any more. Its a connection to life I guess, dark & cool, quiet & thought provoking mixed with just a dash of boredom and foreboding. Its time to tighten the sail ropes, adjust the heading and look at the flat horizon where you think change might lie...but it doesnt, not really. Like flat calm seas, life can become too much thinking of the past and planning the future with very little action in the present. I think that it is Solider Syndrome, where battle becomes preferable to training. Worse is the fact that this situation has seemed to seep into a lot of people I know, this waiting for the next step / phase, sitting on a river bank plunking a bobber to see whats biting. The darkness needs a little light, not six more months of cold and black feelings. Its hard sometimes not to want to create drama in our lives, just to spice the day up a bit. But resist it, OH resist it! Life will be warm enough for us all before we know it. Then, and only then, will all that training help us in the real battle. Ah, what a glorious fight it will be!....
Posted on: Sat, 23 Aug 2014 15:44:02 +0000
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