I have to stay focused .. I am a grown ass woman with goals family means everything loyalty & love will always be there however its time to get to the buisness and not only jst have shit like usual in just having simple things like usual car apt job i want a bettter car a 3-4 bedroom house and a career ; i have lived this entire 2013 & 2014 like it was my last .. Ive gotten so much money after money after money blew it no savings i have pulled in what three ppl make in two weeks anybody who knows me knows i get big money and blow it every week .. 2015 i will not be the same person i am too grown & too much of a woman to act like a girl and have girl insecuritys jealousys and problems ; i am a damn good woman i love hard i ride for mine i provide for mine give my all and always have 100% loyalty and care .. i have a lot to offer and i want to offer more ; after everything me an Sir have been thru with living together eating are meals sleeping at night etc i have never prayed or seen him pray as horrible and embarassing as that is today we were tlkn i have been thru a lot this month that has broken me down as a person made me act in a way and do things that Im not really and have not ever acted- he told me just to pray on everything ; it opened my eyes to a lot , i felt i had lost hope in god as bad as that may sound i felt i had nothing to live for and for many various reasons that i wont name so i strayed from god out of anger and in return i have strayed away from who i really am my morals my personality and my love for others .. i was down i lost myself i lost my ambition etc not only will i get it back this time ima get it more # thank you Sir for wakin me up today .. as much as i didnt want to admit it that i was too wrong in many ways .
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 03:11:49 +0000
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