I have to take a half day in the morning for my first appointment with a rheumatologist and Im a little nervous. Talks with my primary physician about possible bone marrow testing, among other stuff, has me a little worried. Mom is coming to pick me up at 730a... I feel like such a baby laying here crying...but, I suppose I should be grateful to have a mom who is still around and wants to take care of her babygirl. (Love You Mom 💗) As much as I trust The Lord, I also know that His Will for some people is filled with physical pain & suffering. I feel like Ive spent many years suffering in silence because its just how things have always been...its become my norm. As for the past few months, I feel like Im on pain overload. After literally sitting almost all day yesterday in training, my legs and back were aching so bad that I couldnt sleep last night, even with my meds. I managed to get going this morning and I was so excited to see my kiddos today 😊 They helped to take my mind off of myself, as they always do...but, towards the end of the day I literally couldnt sit down, so I just kept working and organizing and doing stuff to keep my mind off of the pain. Now, here I am... I should be sleeping, but I feel like Ive been in a UFC ring for a few rounds. Just have to keep thinking things could still be way worse... Prayers for perspective & positive thoughts would be greatly appreciated - especially if you read this HUGE, rambling, mess of a status ❤️
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 05:38:35 +0000
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