I have tried as much as I can to live a holy life, but things havent been that easy for me. I have written short-stories, articles, essays, script to mention but a few; but not even a sentence from the above have been published. I have tried as much as I can to make people happy with my frictions, comedy etc, but happiness had been something that have long deserted me. I have been rejected by many, some see me as an article of no commercial value, a nonetity. It seems all my struggles in life is an exercise on futility. On many occasions, I have gone out of my way to please people before myself, and I barely receive a: thank you. When it comes to advising people, my pieces of advice had been a source of joy and an overflow ocean of consolation to many but my story is always different. I have sat for an examination many times whereas most of my mates are preparing to graduate from different colleges. No matter how I prepare for the examination, I will always fail. I wish I could keep on writing but the tears and sorrows in me had made me weak. Few months back, one of my best friends, a young man I have always shared my dreams, sorrows and joy with called me a threat to him destiny, that I have been attacking him spiritually. Today dated: 7th March, 2014; precisely by 07:30am and 07:44am, I received a call from my immediate family alleging that I made away with some money before I travelled. This is not the first or second time I have received this call since this year. I no nothing about it and my only witness is God; but what can I say when all hands are pointing at me? Who will speak for the downtrodden? The point I want to drive home is that I have suffered more than my age permits, I pity my pillows because they now work more that is required of them because my tears is too much for them. THE ONLY OPTION LEFT FOR ME IS TO COMMIT SUICIDE AND I ALREADY HAVE WHAT IS REQUIRED FOR THE ACT. I AM TIRED OF LIFE AND WISHED I NEVER CAME TO EXISTENCE. All I ask for now is for your prayers, and God to come to my rescue, to vindicate me before this week runs out; hence I will be left with no other option than to commit suicide. Thanks in anticipation because your pieces of advice and prayers can save a soul. DUKE PETER.
Posted on: Fri, 07 Mar 2014 08:54:49 +0000
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