I hope that one day I can get to know my mamas side of the family better. When she was here I remember being around them all the time, cookouts, and all that good family time but since she had passed it seems that everyone distanced themselves from her kids. They wont stop and say hi, didnt go to her memorials, nothing. I dont know if it was the hurt or if they just didnt feel the need to anymore but I really would like myself and my baby to get to know the other half of my family and be more involved with them. Just a little something that has been on my mind lately. On the other hand, Im still pregnant. 40 weeks and like 4 days.. no signs of labor.. Its so weird that I havent feel any contractions or Braxton Hicks this whole pregnancy. I mean I have them but I just dont feel them. So Im a little nervous for the real deal but so ready to have her out bc I just feel like a fat penguin waddling around. I never thought Id get this big since I didnt start showing until I was like 7 months. Anyways, hopefully by this weekend shell be here and I can finally kiss her and cuddle her and stare at her all night and day. :)
Posted on: Thu, 22 Jan 2015 05:21:32 +0000
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