I just cried for the whole video, this is so sad, I feel so very blessed even tho my child is in the nicu with mild breathing problems, and was premature as both my babies were, that they are healthy and strong. So many people who have healthy babies dont realize how lucky they are to not have the stress of having a baby with problems, I cry every night worried about my little girl cause shes been dropping her o2 while she sleeps, scared if shes gonna quit breathing altogether, I deal with the stress the tears the worry everyday, and still I feel blessed, compared to this poor baby, I couldnt imagine watching my baby cry in pain or watching them suffer, how hard it must be, to not be able to cuddle your child, to know that they are crying because it hurts secretly pleading mommy help me in their head, and theres nothing you can do to help them, I remember the first time I held Airyana skin to skin, she was 3 days old in an isolet, she had the jaundice sunglasses on, a breathing tube with a cpap machine, the only part of her face visable was her mouth which was cracking and dry, the nurse began to undress her as she cried, she couldnt regulate her temp very vell and she was cold, she cried(the 2nd time id ever heard her cry) as the nurse placed her on my chest she instantly snuggled up to me and stopped crying almost instantly, and dozed off, she heard my heartbeat and knew I would keep her safe, that she was safe in my arms, can you imagine not even being able to hold your childs hand, I can only pray for them and thank god for blessing me with my little nicu baby, and hope that for those of u who have perfect pink babies who get to stay in the room with u in the hospital or go home in 3 days u realize how truely blessed you are, every baby is a miracle I believe, and with 4 angel babies of my own, knowing god has a plan, I still thank him, and praise him for my two blessings airyana and xaiden,
Posted on: Thu, 15 Jan 2015 04:43:11 +0000
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