I just got back on facebook because of computer problems , and its changed a lot. So I don`t want to burden my friends with all these updates, but I need to update my relatives. Susie and I have the worst decision I have ever had to make. Mom is more or less on life support , but she is conscious , can`t swallow, if we pull the plug Doctors think she might only have 72 hours to live or she might survive for sometime no one knows. I don`t want to make her suffer, but I don`t know if I can do it to her while she is aware. Doctors think she suffered another stroke , and if she was unconscious it would be an easier decision. I know it will be in God`s hands , but that doesn`t ease my decision , and I will carry the burden that I gave up on my Mom. I can`t even speak to God right now, not because I am mad at him , but I can`t say the words to him to help me with the decision. If I had to put down one of my Cats, I would do what is best for them, but Mom is my Mom, and I have never had fear that I can recall for anything, this has overwhelmed me. I will ask everyone to please pray for God to make this decision, and eliminate me from this burden, the weight of this is to much to bare for me, and I don`t want Susie to be the final word and her carry that burden alone, that would be cowardly of me. I am sorry to lay this problem on anyone else, because we all have our own burdens to carry.
Posted on: Tue, 23 Jul 2013 20:55:02 +0000
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