I just gotta get this off my chest... (if you dont want to hear - TopicsExpress



          

I just gotta get this off my chest... (if you dont want to hear it, dont read it, but please unfriend yourself immediately if you have anything negative to say) I am so sorry to my family and loved ones for how selfish I have been over the past however long. I have been on a slow and steady decline ever since I arrived in England 20 months ago, with my faith on the short half of next to nothing. I am so angry at God, so vengeful against the tasking here and so beyond fed up with England. The reflection in the mirror is someone familiar, but I cant recall who the hell it is. My heart has been torn to pieces by those I trusted, and dreams crushed every step of the way. Everything I have started here has been stripped from my grasp and dream i gave everything to create, stepped on on their way out the door. I couldnt be more excited and ready to get out in less than a year, and if they gave me the boot tomorrow, i would be beyond elated. I just want to be who I want to be... yet I dont know who I am anymore and I know those who truly care, have been the utmost neglected. Please pray for me, but most of all, please forgive me. *All I want for Christmas is my 214, my 214, my 214*
Posted on: Mon, 02 Dec 2013 22:07:21 +0000

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