I just shared a pic of my grandson Adrian Louis Brown who was born on 4-21-13. It took that long for my daughter to be OK enough for me to do so. I am proud of my baby that she has come so far in her recovery. The pain of losing him was a BEAST for me, so I cant IMAGINE how she feels. Just sharing that picture took me back. I felt so helpless. I couldnt help MY baby save HER baby. The doctors telling MY baby that they couldnt stop her labor and if they did then we would lose them BOTH!! GOD I just couldnt understand!! That pain was UNREAL and something as a mother I NEVER wanted MY child to EVER experience and couldnt do it FOR HER!!! LORD I wanted to take it ALL for my child. What helps me to deal with it day to day is knowing my grandson is in HEAVEN in the arms of BOTH of my grandmothers, my father, and now Janayas grandmother. HE is fine until WE get there. Continue to PRAY for Janaya Chanelle Selby strength and all other women that have lost a child or cannot have children. Support the March of Dimes and any organization that helps mothers that have lost their children any OTHER way.
Posted on: Sun, 08 Jun 2014 19:36:31 +0000