I just wanted to let people knowI will be deactivateing facebook and all phones have been shut off I will not be paying for them any more no one will be getting updates on how good or bad I am doing I am also getting rid of any other way of communication e-mail and so forth also do not send me letters or anything I wont read them any more any one who sends me gifts or money it will be sent back to you I feel I dont appreciate any thing or any one I feel as if I have been a burden to most and was reading some old messages last night from some one on my FB and it brought back alot of pain anger and resentment unfortunately Amanda read them too and it set her off just as much as it did me so this person who sent them to me many know who they are thinks they know whats going on or what my plans for life is but they have no clue and after many years of dealing with this one minute I am good the next minute I am bad crap hurts but how dare you attack my girlfriend! that right there was a mistake so remember I am dead to some of you...as you would have said it and that breaks my heart but it is cool I get it yall have your life I have mine in not way is this meant to bash or bad mouth any one but this people are right about me and I see that so to insure that no stress and no hurt and no anger and a peaceful life for some ot thease people happen I choose to drop all communitcations with everyone and I do mean everyone sorry friends it is just what I have to do if I cause to much problems then I must be eliminated as the good Book says if one hand sins cut it off well I am cutting my self off I have sinned really really bad and I will prey to God that in time He heals this new wound and the reopened new wound...but the reason why I am dropping communications is because old stuff keeps getting brought up or some how becoming number one on my news feeds and in my inboxes in my text messages and through my email and it hurts to the point where I have lost hope and I need to regain it....please understand this is my punishment on my self so by midnight to night I hope everyone has said theyre good byes to me...if not sorry you wont get a chance for a long while unless God opens up something today when I spend time in prayer but to know even when I am not trying I am the cause of peoples misery that hurts me cause I do not like hurting others its not me its not who I am or how God made me yet looking over the old messages that is all I have done throughout my life...I say do not call cause I will not pick up and by this afternoon my phone is shut off and I will not pick up the house phone one because it wont charge right and two because I do not need to talk to any one but God thank you all and have a nice life -With Love Roger
Posted on: Mon, 27 Jan 2014 16:43:31 +0000
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