I just wonder some times, why is it that I see some people trying to improve in something that is very personal to them, and some other person comes and makes it seem like they know what the hell this other person goes through, and make it seem like they know who this person is, doing so for the world to see. To be honest, I live isolated from everything and every one. Not because Im antisocial, or that Im better in any way to any one else. Its that I have a life full with awareness of what I have lived, and know who Iam, what I was and who I became. Under the pressure of some individuals that I allowed to become a part of my daily life, I lost some of the most important parts of my existence, my family. Not all of them, but mostly the ones who one should value as important for happiness. Now Im trying to build bridges is sections that I didnt know needed them. And it pains me, no it pisses me off, to see the people that love to take an individual, that is blood, refuse to even mention any positive comments of him in a personal level, refuse to even include them in to the family circle and all of the sudden become the voice of conscious word. Why is this?, the answer is simple, they feel better that you. When we as individuals makes a cry for help, change or just need support, it dont mean they are exposing weakness, they are looking for improvement. If all you have are comments, like if you have been by their side all this time till now, and you havent, just keep it to yourself. Its better to just give direction, not opinion for some one to improve. Just as you wish it was done for you. Yes, I dont know any one of my family. Yes I do try to get to know them. But to be honest, not all of them are worth knowing. And the ones I keep away from me, is because what I have been shown, isnt worth the pain of keeping them close. Im not perfect in any way, Im not all knowing, Im just a human being who has done a ton of mistakes in this life, and admits that there are many other to be made. But I have also done a ton of good too. But like always, the bad thing are easyer to remember than the good ones. So for those of you who to this day could remember my mistakes, and still judge others under this line, no one needs you. Just being honest. If you see that I dont care of what you think of me, its because your opinion dont affect my life. If you see that others dont care for your opinion, its because you dont affect theirs. Just because Im always positive, it dont mean I dont go through bad times. It just mean that I try to see away from what bothers me, looking for what lesson this life is giving me. I want all that is good, and at times, get upset because of it too. I love my siblings with all my heart, I dont want them to hurt, I dont want them to have any trouble in their life, but I cant shield them from anything that comes their way, but I could be there when it counts, not commenting on flaws, but quiet and positive. God knows what Im about, God knows what my siblings are about. If you to this day dont know what we are about, its because when you had a chance, you blew it, and we keept you away. I know for a fact I did.
Posted on: Sat, 19 Oct 2013 04:53:49 +0000
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