I keep waking up outta my sleep every night walking down that church isle holding u n that casket!! Smh ion no y God took you n in u always told me keep my head up n b strong,, I try so hard it kills me inside ik a lot of me was n that casket with you... damn it been almost 5 years n I still see u everyday!!! Ik uon want me to feel the pain that I feel but wen uk u was the only person I could b real with n not hide nothing n u just left me alone stranded that shit hurts so bad y u have to go I need u so fukin bad its crazy n ion no wich way to turn... I got so much anger n hatred built up I just want to explode at times ik u lookin down at me proud but I feel like theres nothing to b proud of... I just needed to vent bout this I fukin hate the way u left me... I miss u so much its crazy n tbh own wtf to do bub!!! Plz reach out n help me plz...
Posted on: Mon, 24 Jun 2013 00:27:00 +0000
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