I know God loves us because he sent Jesus to die on the cross and all, but is Gods love relevant to my girl world? This is a question I received and because of the journey he had brought me through my answer is a thousand times YES!!!After I had Ariel I hit a stage of depressio, wouldnt have admitted that then but I can see clearly now,I just wanted to hide from everyon. I didnt want to build relationships, I just wanted it to be me and Ariel. I put everything into Ariel and took it to a very unhealthy level. I hated myself in every way, the way I looked, the situation I was in. I completely lost myself, I didnt even know who I was!!!Though Im so far away from where I should Im finding the more I dig into God and his word I am realizing who I am in him!!Im finding who Rachel really is!!!He has given me such a boldness and confidence to not want to hide any longer he has broken down the walls I put up to where I not only allow people in but I want to build relationships!!! Hes taken guilt and shame away from my past so that I can focus on the present and the future...and as far as girl world goes hes given me a genuine love for myself...hes helped me turn all the negative into positives and to embrace myself...hes given me a want to want to fix up and look nice and taken guilt away when I buy something for myself or for wanting to start dating again because I will have to leave Ariel with someone..Im completely in awe of just how much he really does love me... And he doesnt just love me he loves you too!!! Though we all have bad days He doesnt want you to live depressed and hating yourself...he wants you to see how gorgeous you truly are to him and that your beauty, value and worth comes from more than just your outside appearance it comes from your heart!!! If you need scripture encouragement then please message me!!! Gods word is truth and it will go far beyond anything I could ever say!!! Or any advice I could give!!! I saw this quote a while back and it is now my anthem of encouragement when Im just having one of those days or rather one of those weeks😜🌟true beauty emanates from a woman who boldly and unabashedly knows who she is in Christ🌟
Posted on: Mon, 21 Apr 2014 01:16:45 +0000