I know Im fixin to have another mod kit installed. Even another pound or two of. titanium spars, doublers & Taper-Loks to refurbish me. The new Doc instantly picked up on the unfinished rework on my neck. That will be another mod later. Im growing tired of trying to explain WHY Im still alive & moving. Ive decided that because of all the unexplainable pain Ive suffered - Ill be the guinea pig they dream of! I choose to continue - even as a cyborg. They cannot remove my soul! Im so very scared.... but maybe just once.... I could play with my grandsons out in the yard. You know, just let them play Horsie with Paa-Paw and ride them around on my back and wrestle in the grass.... just once. I pray that none of you will NEVER know the Real Pain of 2 little boys that love you UNCONDITIONALLY and look at you with arms outstretched wanting you to pick them up and sit them in your lap..... and you strain until veins burst in your eyes - but you cant..... I NEVER WANT TO BE THERE AGAIN!!!!
Posted on: Mon, 29 Sep 2014 09:25:30 +0000
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